Defended

I crave an open sky, no walls to hide behind

A heart laid bare, all emotions welcomed in love

I yearn for tears, trembles, and honest rage

An embraced wildness with no shackles of shame

The freedom to let my passions shine, with glistening eyes and an awe of life

Yet shadows whisper fear of judgements and scorn

A prisoner of doubt, afraid to be open

I usher my heart away from sight

Fortress walls arise and chain the spirit within

A shield from the pain

Total dullness leaving my spirit in pain

A blanket over the rawness of life

I hear screams to be free, battle within

Agitated I live defended in darkness

with glimpses of light when in loves domain